POEM : Friendship Trip

This time, this union, this crazy moments,
Awesome it is and may be more,
Nothing like close friends getting together,
Food, liquid and addictive air.
Music, jokes and pictures clicked,
New memories are being built,
Chilling weather, killing wind,
Love in the air, friendship within.
Just a few hours more, to wind up this trip,
And the longing is gaining its weight,
That's gonna keep the spirit on,
To get together again,
Pack and grab a car,
Get crazy and make some memories for life..
I AM LOVING IT..



Love
Dharitri
25:12:2013

Poem: The Betrayer Shadow

The black shadow in and around me,
I want to get rid of it badly,
But here it comes again,
And shatters me into broken pieces.
These pieces I had collected and united long ago,
And had erased all the memories which needed to go,
Still, I become the same when this shadow appear..
Shadow of a long lost deceiver,
Who had turned me into a stone,
Also made it sure to hammer it down before he would go.
Here, I am again curling up on the floor,
Tears all over the face which should have been shadded years ago.
The shadow haunts my dreams and scares me,
It appears in every loved one's face whenever there is chance or so.
It makes me hate and run for my life from every loving soul I meet,
And I fall again with empty ends and hurt knees.
I want you to die,
I want you go and let me move on,
I can't afford to lose those smiling faces,
Who makes me feel alive..
Its enough now, I don't deserve your presence,
I want to forget you, you my betrayer shadow..



Love
Dharitri

Poem: She said she is happy! (dream after my granny expired)

I see her sitting on a bed, In the middle of a room, In plain white clothes like she liked. Starts to speak with her voice so soft, "Go to your home and tell everyone that I am in no more pain, Instead I am very happy and God Himself has brought me here, Tell them to not worry about me as I am better than I ever was, Just tell them that life moves on, And they too need to do so." I am on my way back now and everywhere I see the dead, Some suffering, some in pain and some trying to attack me too, I am running so fast as I can, But not reaching my destination. I hit something or something hit me, I fell on the ground. I find myself on my bed and its morning. That was a dream and she was my granny, She said she is happy! She said she is happy!



Love
Dharitri
Written on 04-11-2012

Poem: The Last Call (In memory of Ajay, a friend, who is no more in this world now)

You will never call again, Should I be forgiven for such a mistake? I can still hear it ringing, And still regretting.. I was very upset that day, I cannot remember the reason though, Shouldn't I have called you back? If might had some urgent work or just had to say 'hello!' Now that you are gone to never return, I wish I could tell you,how much I want to hear your voice, I can still hear it ringing, And still regretting.. I heard from a friend, how unfair God had been to you, For reason, best known to Him, May your loved ones, have the strength to live, And may your soul be smiling.. Can I ever forgive myself though, For your call which I had not received, I can still hear it ringing, And still regretting..



Love
Dharitri
Written on 29-03-2013
Sorry Ajay, I didn't pick your call that day..

A post thinking about Nirbhaya (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2012_Delhi_gang_rape)

No more updates about her. She is dead. Next can be me or anyone.. When there is an intruder at my home, who protects me? My father and my brother. When my father is angry with me, who comes forward to share the punishment? My brother.. When brother gets angry with me, who comes to take my side? My father.. When whole family goes against me, who comes to be by my side and support? My boyfriend.. And there are also my friends who are boys, who has helped me all my life without any selfish motives.. When Men are so nice and they feel us protected, why the same men cannot promise themselves to protect every girl who is in need. Please guys respect women.. U have physical strength.. Please support the girl beside u who is humiliated by a man standing by your side in a bus, or in the street or in a train.. You know u r strong.. Use your strength to help not to rape.. I don't say u have to regard every girl as your sister but remember she is a woman..she gives life.. she is life..



Love
Dharitri
Written on 29-12-2012

Poem: Love- Its she

Who calls me in the morning to know If I got up?

And I get angry, for waking me up so early.

Who reminds me I have some important work today?

And I ask to call later, as I am still in sleep.

Who tries to wake me up again, so that I won't get late?

And I keep saying, "Can we talk later please?"

Who doesn't mind what I said and keeps trying further?

And then I scream "Alright, whats the time?"

Who smiles at my scream even and slowly says, "Its already 7"?

And then I get the shock, "Oh God, Am late, talk to you later!"

Who keeps waiting to hear something more even when the phone gets disconnected,

And I forget all about it and get ready for the daily go,

I reach my work place on time,

Work for the day, and everything goes fine,

The important work goes brilliant,

And got lots of compliments for being sincere,

Enjoy the evening may be with some friends,

And then way back home I remember the morning call.

Feel guilty too,

But what to do!

Who calls again right at that moment, to know how I did?

And I almost in tears can just say-

" I wish I could just hug you Maa"

Love

Dharitri

Poem: You Were The One (From a man's point of view)

Today is a day of sunshine,
It is a day so bright,
It also is a sorrowful day,
And brings tears with delight,
You cared enough to come see,
how I am,
Although there is other reason
behind.
Sit my dear, sit with me, sit by my
side,
And if you care enough my dear,
Come closer and listen to my
heart,
I told you once,"You are the one"
and still I mean the same,
But my dear its all over now as
your thoughts had changed.
You will always remain special
my dear,
I'll remember you forever,
But never will your shadow
touch the present my dear,
And your trials to be back will be
in vain.
You had to go but not by your
choice,
That's what matters to me I
guess,
It was a storm of a kind that took
you away,
That was enough for me to stay
alive.
Now you are here with a little
one by your side,
My words can't express, how
happy I am,
But to see you in pain is
horrifying too,
And I wish we could be together
again.
Go my dear and help your little
one
To live the life of freedom which
you couldn't get.
One small request still remains
my dear, please do forget
That we ever met.
This little sweetheart won't
understand,
What we have gone through,
And will be embarrassed to
know,
Her mother doesn't love the one
she is married to.



Love
Dharitri

Poem: Awaiting Sunrise

This evening, sunset tried but couldn't make me lose,
It told me its the end of the world today so, just die,
But I so badly want to live, I don't believe,
The night came wearing its darkest dress,
I lit a candle and shook hands with it,
The storm came later and took away the candle even,
But I can manage a few more hours of darkness,
Its going to be morning again,
Waiting for sunrise, here I lay down with hope..
The sun will shine again I just know..

Love

Dharitri

Poem: I am safe inside my heart..

Doors locked, Windows locked, Blood flowing inside out, Some knocking, some ringing, But I feel safe inside. Four rooms, all are full, Each with memories of all kinds, One from childhood, One from teenage, One with lots of love, One full of pain. Many peeped in, Some stayed for a while, A few have been kicked out, The others remain. Now no one is allowed to enter ever again, None got the right to tease, Its my heart, it needs to fight, And I want to stay safe inside..



Love
Dharitri

Poem: He is there somewhere..

The kindness in my heart,
The air that I am breathing,
The oxygen that has in it,
Is a proof that You are there..
The stars that blinking,
The power to see it with my eyes,
Feel the sparkle with my heart,
And save it in my mind,
Whispers to me that You are there somewhere..
The chill that my skin is feeling,
The shiver which comes along,
That sudden memory of those warm arms which is making me smile,
Are things which only You could bring..
The belief that this evening is turning into a night,
The faith that it will be morning again,
The hope that whatever it is now, Finally everything will be like what I dream,
Which keeps me alive,
Confirms me, You are there..
But I am not sure who you are, how you look..
People here just call u God..



Love
Dharitri